If we want anarchy, we have to say good-bye to the idea of »deserving« something or »having earned« something. I have enough to eat, while others are hungry do I deserve having a full stomach, do the poor deserve their empty ones? Kann you earn yourself a reward or a punishment?
If we aren't ready to accept that only the will of the individual can be the driving force behind actions, if we aren't ready to recognise that it isn't the intention that counts but only the act itself, then we don't have to start the revolution. If we believe that any anarchist revolution could ever come to an end, it won't ever begin, because anarchy means permanent revolution, which will never end once it has started.