Everytime a year ends I sit down and think about the missed opportunities; I promise to change and make things better; when the new year starts I forget about it instantly. But every time I'm aware of missing a chance, I remember my promise and it's inevitable repetition at the end of the year then I fall in a moment of grieve, and shrug it off. Thanks to that single day of nostalgia and sadness. For I don't have to care for these saddening things for the rest of the year.