I have given up asking this question.
I know, there will be no answer that will make it easier for me.
I don't wanna know why I fell so desperately in love with you, why I feel so hungry for you, why I feel this craving for you as if nothing else existed on this planet only you and the way your skin feels when I touch you, so much like home.
Or the way that every word you say sinks into
a deeper level of my mind, so that I feel closer to you every moment I share with you. Why do you change everything I felt ever sure of. I don't know.
I don't wanna know why I have been given this gift
of loving you.
I'm just grateful.